And to make things even better, my crush who I have been friends with for several years, I think knew I was going to be at this gathering, and I have been away for four months so I’ve been dying to see him, but he decides he doesn’t want to go. So when I find him not there, my spirits go far down.He is very nice so this is out of the blue. He knows that I like him, but we’re just friends. Now I hope he doesn’t ghost me , because when I had told him that I liked him, he ghosted to me for a while. So I’m not having a super great month right now.