@silenced I’m fucking done with this shit no one give 2 god damn fucking shits about my life and all I do is try and try and it doesn’t work I thought maybe if I stopped vaping or if I stopped smoking or drinking it would get better but it just made it worse I love her so fucking much but she fucking replaced me and there’s nothing I can do anymore she doesn’t want to deal with my problems and I’m hanging on by a little thread and I swear to fucking god I’m gonna lose it on someone my grade has tanked and everyone says I should stop dating but in fucking scared that I’m gonna die alone and again no one cares… I just want to fucking end it but I can’t I just can’t…