I can’t sleep, my mind won’t stop racing, I keep asking myself, am I making the right decision? Am I pleasing everyone? Am I who I’m supposed to be? It’s weird how one moment you feel like you got it all figured out , like you’re all excited how your life is going, and then your mind starts digging deeper asking questions you don’t even know to answer, my brain and my heart never seem to agree, one wants peace the other wants people to like me, and I care so much about how other people think, what they say, what they feel, but what about me? What actually makes me happy? Sometimes I wonder if I even know what that looks like anymore, it’s hard lying awake thinking about conversations thinking about what you said, what you didn’t say , what you could’ve said it’s hard to look at the ceiling and see your whole life how every choice you made led you up to here and how the next choice could change everything