Whoa deep

Pulled my heart out Left it on your back steps You just stepped around it Like it might stain your dress I keep choosing ghosts Wrapped in living skin They ask for all my secrets Then toss ‘em in the wind I don’t think love is for me Not in this lifetime Every time I reach out I just cut my own hands I don’t think love is for me Stopped checking the lifeline If it’s written in the stars They spelled my name in black sand Friends keep getting married Posting matching smiles I scroll like I’m applauding From a thousand empty miles Yeah I’ve tried to open Tried to bleed in ink But every time I’m honest I go missing when they blink I don’t think love is for me Not in this lifetime Every time I reach out I just cut my own hands I don’t think love is for me Stopped checking the lifeline If it’s written in the stars They spelled my name in black sand Maybe I was built wrong Wired up to be alone (so alone) Maybe I’m the bad luck That people outgrow If there’s someone made for me They got lost on the way Or they saw the storm inside And chose a brighter day I don’t think love is for me Not in this lifetime Every time I reach out I just cut my own hands I don’t think love is for me Let the dream flatline If it’s written in the stars They crossed me out in black sand