if you're killing yourself I'm killing myself because your artwork means something your life needs something and I'm so sorry about Kiki your cat but let me tell you you're not alone I have lost lots of people in my life let me tell you the people that is dead still walk with us even though we don't see them so Kiki she is walking with you it is soliciting to you she still loves you she is with God now if she wouldn't want you to end your life she would watch you to live and move on and grow up to be a beautiful girl 😊

Please don't d!e ur the best at at art and I love it