@the god of heaven okie :D

@the god of heaven and I have no friends irl TvT (HomeSchooled) my step mum takes me to a few places where I can have frens- but uh- anxiety doesn't let that happen- (I go to a K-Pop hang out thing at the library tomorrow I talk to a few people there-)

I spend all day watching YT to calm anxiety or singing K-Pop VERY loudly and horribly outside- (I know a little choreography from some songs but not much but im learning:3)

Wow 🤩 I love it

I'm anxious, kinda sad Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had Spending days just on my phone Wondering where it all went wrong I'm nervous, pretty wired I said your name too much now my lungs got tired Thinking maybe I'm to blame I just need someone to hatewish you would've cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain A psycho with no feelings So how do I move on When you did nothing wrong? (Ah-ah-ah) Wish you did something wrong (ah-ah-ah) But you did nothing wrong I know it's messed up, kinda bad But I wish we didn't talk, and you just left like that I'd be angry instead of numb