... oh are u ok I'm sorry

I’ve tried to get humans to help pain, they don’t under stand. “ you’re doing this for attention” they say. “ you probably don’t even know what that means” they say. “ this is not something to joke about “ they say. That’s not true. Why can’t anyone just believe me. I’m not seeking attention, I know what it means, I’m not joking. I just need someone to believe me, someone who cares. I need light before it gets too dark to see. I just need air before I drown. I just want the pain to end. When will it end when will it end when will it end.