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(Part five) but yeah- if I’m not posting or anything it’s prob cause my phone is overheating or my parents are saying I’m acting suspicious. ^^” Btw!!! I’m adopting my followers! I can call me Mom or cat, you CANNOT call me mommy. (I’M A MINOR) anywho- what do y’all want for dinner? :3 I’ll make anything!! :D (If you read everything tysm for your time have a cookie 🍪)

(Part four) Also- my mother is trying to manipulate me into thinking I don’t have depression and social anxiety. She said and I quote “I don’t think you have depression. You never tell me anything sad.” The only reason I never tell her is cause of her temper, it makes me uncomfortable. 😅 Like- if I’m at a restaurant I’ve never been to I start shaking and I’m on the verge of crying. (I think I have social anxiety rlly bad. . .) but one time she yelled in front of the whole place that I need to stop faking cause she can’t communicate what I want when I’m acting all “dramatic”. She’s even going to homeschool me all of 8th grade. She said “your friends can come over!” But when I asked yesterday? It was “NO! (My name) I’m busy! I have two jobs! Can’t you see that?!” I just nodded and said “of course. . .” Sighhhhhhhh!!! I hate my house hold. It’s a friggin nightmare.

(Part three) I even tried to get into therapy. But my mom took me out- the therapist was- well she kinda gave bad vibes. And for some reason I have some sneaky suspicion that why she removed me so quickly is so if I finally opened up to someone she wouldn’t want them asking questions abt my well being and hers. After what happened yk?- sigh. I rlly want to see her therapist so I can tell him what’s really going on. I feel as if my mom’s twisting the stories for her therapist to hear. Which is rlly annoying. But if I could tell the truth he’d be able to help me cope through a lot of my troubles.

(Part 2) so it rlly changed how I saw my father right? Well- not rlly- he’s never done that but he’s always super cold and distant. But when my mom wanted to divorce? He pleaded and said he’s change. And well- he did. He was a totally differing man. . . but now that he was “changed” it made me angry and uncomfortable. It’d send me into panic attacks, make me wonder if something horrible was going to happen. And ofc- my parents are upset at my brother cause he’s trying to distance himself from my father. And I can’t blame him- I would too. But I’m too young to leave :^

(Part one) Mkay, don’t hate guys but I had no energy to do details on that doodle LOL. Soooo! My life rn? It actually isn’t as bad as it has been. I’m going to great wolf lodge tmrw and until Friday!!! I’m planning on making more masks so I can do quads, I’ve been rlly good on saving my money so I can buy BONTAILS and a mask on Etsy >w< and my brother is proposing to his gf!!! I’m so happy for them! But also- my parents have been into it like crazy. . . Basically what happened was- around Jan 2nd? My mom and dad got into an arguement- and my dad may or may not have hit my mother. . .

dat cat is so cute(＾ω＾)